So Much Love, Plenty of Time
To do so much that I love in one day…….
I woke up at 5:30am and after meditating, brewed and drank my near-perfect coffee.
Then I went and taught a barre class.
After that I took a dance class.
The woman dancing behind went out of her way to compliment me, ask me who I am and thanked me for dancing in front of her. I nearly cried, because I made a decision to come back to dance since moving to LA and have been taking two dance classes a week. It has been uncomfortable for me! But the classes have already made a big difference. I’m also taking more barre and even some Pilates.
Love.
I shared my Hakuna Matata tee shirt, semi firm semi fleshy belly, and upbeat Memorial Day feels.
I helped an actress with her self tape.
I made a homemade lunch.
I felt feelings brewing. I jogged to the ocean listening to Beyonce’s HOMECOMING without earbuds.
I stopped at the library because I am going to get a library card.
The ocean greeted me and immediately I am not worthy of this show.
It is too vast. Too good. Too beautiful.
I.
Sat.
Communed.
Asked.
Listened.
Let go.
Posted.
Shared the quotes that resonated.
I reached out to friends and spoke my truth.
I asked for what I wanted.
I sang alone at home.
I shared a song and some music history on Instagram. Happy Birthday, Dulcinea, I am listening to you now.
I took a long, hot shower.
I let the fear wash away.
The fear that distorts reality.
When it washes away,
everything softens.